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Dev Spencer Quinn ([personal profile] the_sexy_quinn) wrote2009-02-15 06:05 pm
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6.09 ~ Stop worrying where you're going- Move on "Move On" ~ Sunday in the Park with George

Considering the ease with which I've been able to let go of people and things in the past, I find it surprising that I'm having a really hard time letting something go right now. I didn't think about it for months because I've been so happy with Tom, and I assumed that I would eventually hear something. But I didn't and now I'm feeling a bit fucked over. And I hate it.

I know what it is. In the past, I've dropped friends on my own terms. I've never been dropped and it sucks. I know it's most likely a big karmic slap in the face, but that doesn't mean I have to like it.

It's been suggested that I seek out the guilty party and try to settle things, but, you know what? If he can't give a shit about saying one word to me after everything he shared with me, then fuck him. I don't need to worry about it. I guess I'm just too rotten to deserve any friends. Whatever.

I'm moving on. I'm moving past it.

I hope his new girlfriend dumps him.
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[identity profile] spazomatik.livejournal.com 2009-02-17 09:50 am (UTC)(link)
I've never been mad at you, have I?

[identity profile] nosaint-justme.livejournal.com 2009-02-17 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
No, but I've seen the look you get. The day you came over and nursed me through getting drunk over Shy, you had that look. Same one you get when you tell me about some idiot at work who's pissed you off.

You know, it occurs to me that maybe, just maybe you're a little jealous of this guy's new relationship.

[identity profile] spazomatik.livejournal.com 2009-02-17 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Why would I be jealous? I don't want a relationship with him. I'm just pissed that he was supposed to be my friend and didn't act like it.

[identity profile] nosaint-justme.livejournal.com 2009-02-18 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe you're jealous because she is taking his time, instead of him paying attention to you?

[identity profile] spazomatik.livejournal.com 2009-02-18 10:23 am (UTC)(link)
You know, that could be. But that would make me seem kind of petty.

[identity profile] nosaint-justme.livejournal.com 2009-02-18 10:35 am (UTC)(link)
No, sweetheart, just human.

[identity profile] spazomatik.livejournal.com 2009-02-18 10:38 am (UTC)(link)
Do you really think that's it? It doesn't feel like jealousy. Just sort of like he should pay attention to me because I knew him first.

[identity profile] nosaint-justme.livejournal.com 2009-02-18 10:40 am (UTC)(link)
And that is very human, if not very practical.

[identity profile] spazomatik.livejournal.com 2009-02-18 10:42 am (UTC)(link)
*grins* Fine. I guess I'm human after all. Damn.

[identity profile] nosaint-justme.livejournal.com 2009-02-18 10:47 am (UTC)(link)
*grins*
Sucks to not be perfect, don't it?

[identity profile] spazomatik.livejournal.com 2009-02-19 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Like you'd know how it feels to not be perfect. Puhleeze.

[identity profile] nosaint-justme.livejournal.com 2009-02-19 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Sweetheart, you have no idea how far from perfect I am.

[identity profile] spazomatik.livejournal.com 2009-02-22 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
Tom, you're perfect to me.

[identity profile] nosaint-justme.livejournal.com 2009-02-22 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
And you, my beautiful boy, are perfect to me too.

[identity profile] spazomatik.livejournal.com 2009-02-22 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
You're so good to me.
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